"We
few, we happy few, we band of brothers;
For he to-day that sheds his blood with me
Shall be my brother; be he ne'er so vile... "
- William Shakespeare, Henry V
What.
An. Amazing. Weekend. So many ups and downs, so much drama and levity.
I am exhausted from thinking about it, and I am just one blip of a character
far on a periphery of what the CORE of this production is and was...
so I can hardly fathom what those in the center feel right now.
Before
I head to bed every night, I do one last wide sweep of the internets.
I check my mail, make a move or two on Scrabulous on Facebook, dance
through bloglines to see who has updated since I ate dinner and troll
through the discussion boards for Guster and Barenaked Ladies to see
what's new in the little fan worlds.
I
have been doing a lot of stuff this week for Rebel and putting in some
longer days at work.... which leaves little time for blogging. Sad but
true. But busy is good, and everything is amazing. Busy and amazing
and exciting. Where shall I begin?
I
started an update after Jess came home and that got totally and sadly
waylaid. Then on Friday I went to log in and finish it only to discover
that I had no FTP access to my server to update my site. Seems my host
had some sort of problem on Friday where all the sites went down. They
came back up after an hour or so, but ... all of my FTP settings were
shot and jibberish in Dreamweaver.
This
week marked Geoff's first days with Rebel Shakespeare. On
Tuesday and Wednesday Geoff pulled his usual weirdness around strange,
new people. I think I've said it here before, but he reminds me of "Round
Here" by Counting Crows where Adam sings (of a girl, not of Geoff)
"She knows she's more than just a little misunderstood. She has
trouble acting normal when she's nervous."
This
is an interesting little weekend for me. For pretty much the first time
in 17 years, I'm alone. Except for the dogs, the guinea pig, and the
fish... I'm by myself.
On
Friday, Geoff got into a fight on the bus. He also ended up threatening
to "destroy" his good friend because his friend sided with
the other kid. I'm driving him today, staying home this morning, and
waiting for 11:30am when school is let out so I can go pick him up when
Fifth Grade is done for the year.
You
know, when you plan things and they seem really, really far away that
it is always a shock when the date arrives and suddenly you're all "OMG!
it's time." Yeah, that was me over the past couple of days.